Posts Tagged ‘People’

Concerning Humans.

Always being hungry to reduce others just to feel tremendous for that moment,
Not caring that those others need a huge amount of time to feel good, good not great about them selves again.
Having prejudgements and putting people in small boxes, something I can understand.. with which other things do they have to reveal with then?.
Yet I have made the decision quite alot of years ago; not wanting to be like that.
There just has to be more to life than admiring Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt, who both just chased down temporary dreams..
Because there’s gotta be more than even that.
Also than chasing them down to capture every moment of their life and feeling satisfied for the picture you have of her picking her nose.
It’s not about Angelina, Brad or whoever it’s about you..
As we go through life we’ll see that there is so much that we don’t understand.
Things that can contain life questions, lovelife issues and depressive moments..
Yet the things we do know is that things don’t always go the way we planned.
People often think that they do not deserve the good or the bad things in life.
There are so much expectations, so much we must be that we forget how to be.. we.
Forgetting trusting your own heart instead of trying to be a part of some big plan others expect you to join.
Everybody wants to be liked, to be found nice and pretty, to be around people that have something in common with them…
So the question is not to be or not to be but why trying so hard to bring others down..
Your neighbour, that kid with those glasses, the girl with a size plus or the next hollywood celebrity.
Does it really matter?

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I’ve had this on my mind for a pretty long time and I finally managed to write it all down.
Something I will share with you.
Just think about it, You can be happy without that all.

Tien.

Road/Backpack Europtrip’08.

First of all before I start my real story I want to mention that I only am writing this blog for Lain and a little bit for myself as a memory. Lain asked me to take alot of pictures.. I have took alot of pictures of the views we had.. the pictures where I am on are mostly weird and crappy.. The ones I like.. are pictures taken of my back, I looked horrible and exhausted and honestly I mostly even didn’t tried to look well enough for pictures. The pictures I am posting here are the ones I think that they are okay, that they can go through.. the ones I am not posting are just odd pictures of me doing things.. And also I am not posting pictures of the two guys that went with me because that’s pretty personal for them. I will try not to post a long blog.

EuroTrip 2008.

The past month I have spent in 20 awesome countries in Europe, we didn’t stayed in them all because there was just not enough time to explore them all and meet people in every country. Our plans have changed alot, the first pland was flying out to vencia in Italy and just walking around with a hudge backpack there..At the last moment we cancelled our flight and decided to go by car.. it would cost a little bit more money but then we knew for sure that we would get back at the right time. Some countries I liked better than others and in some it was just impossible to make clear to the people there what you wanted.. for the simple reason of that they don’t speak english.. or just a little bit.. In those ones.. we had to talk with our hand and feet and legs and arms and just really weird things.. I am a girl who was confused about the most of the things in life and I tried to find myself in every possible way.. I used to live life with Peter Pan and The Easter Bunny in my head and trying to know alot of knowledge and wisdom about the things I probably would never need in life.. And Kind of I am still like that.. but my view on life and people and alot of different things has changed alot and I am not that confused anymore about certain questions. Although this trip was very exhausting.. and we didn’t slept much, we basically followed the rainclouds and each time it was really hard to find a place to stay because we didn’t went to big cities.. that was a choice we made.. there’s always time to visit the big cities but you never get to see how people REALLY live and how life goes in little places..
So anyway, if we were lucky we slept in huts and if we were really lucky we could sleep in houses.. there were no hotels and if by chance we did found one.. we still didn’t want to spend the night there.. then we just took the risk of sleeping outside or in the car if we didn’t left it somewhere to go on walking. As to me I speak Dutch, English, German, Croatian, Some Japanese, Some Spanish and Some French, Chris speaks them all very well just leaving out Croatian and Japanese and Benjamin his English and German is great.. So basically we managed it. Food.. that depended on if we could find any stores.. and when we found them.. we could spent just each €5,- on food since we were by car we had to buy gass aswell.. lucky it was a diesel car so we spent like €150,- on 1600KM.. Also we had to buy vignettes in some countries because only with a vignette you can go through that country and some of those were also pretty expensive. So.. that’s it.. kind of.. a blog without personal details. I’ll tell you about it more Lian.. I just feel like.. I have wrote already way too much =P.
And if I could do it again I would definaitly go because this time I had my doubts but I did go and I was with the people that matter and the people I love alot.

Some pictures I like & think they’re well enough to post:

Hut where we stayed because it rained alot.. it’s the back of it actually I didn’t like the front that much.

My back again =P.. sorry.

Those stairs were pretty unstable.

Really cute house where we spent two nights.

TIEN ♥.

You are special!


Look at you.
Look at how beautiful and special YOU are.
With your eyes you are able to see the beauty on this planet we call home, we call earth.
The trees, the flowers, the stars and the moon.. it does not matter whether your eyes are dark or light, they are beautiful.
With your ears you are able to hear, to listen to all these amazing noises.
The beat of your heart, the reach or your arms, the blood in your entire body is one amazing wonder.
Look at your hands, the five fingers you have on one, five because you don’t need more each one serves you well and there’s no need for a sixt finger.
There is something as perfection, You are.
The way your body recovers, the way your hair grows, the way you once were tiny and grew to that what you are now is amazing.
It doesn’t matter if you’re small, big, tall, tiny, bald, hairy, white or black you are beautiful infor who you are.
The way you are never alone, you always have your mind, your thoughts which can make you paint with the wind, fly with the birds and dream the most impossible dreams.
Look at you.
This amazing beautiful wonder that you are, you are beautiful now and you always will be.

I’ve been thinking alot lately, well that’s not really something new.. I’m a thinker.
I think that it’s really amazing that there are so much people on this world who all day in and day out do their thing.
So much people I never have seen their faces, never heard the sound of their voice but they do exist.
Walking on the streets and seeing all those different amazing people they all look so familiar..
like you know them, all of them and yet never ever have seen them before.
The earth is big and yet small at the same time.
I’ve been watching football, it’s The Eurocup 2008 over here and The Netherlands are really doing great.. I hope they’ll win the cup.
And the weather is nice outside.. we have sun.. and sometimes we have not but it’s nice.
I’m excited for my trip because about a little bit more than 2weeks I’ll leave and I hope that those days will bring something good.
Life is great and I’m happy.

Tien ♥.

Shopping with Christina Aguilera!!

Okay, okay.. I didn’t REALLY went shopping with Christina Aguilera…
BUT.. I do like some of her music..  dot.dot.dot ..it just HAD to be said.
I know she’s not deathrock or punk or whatever.. but guess what.. I don’t care.
After her song ‘beautiful’ I just really started liking her and I still think that the videoclip of that song is like the best videoclip I’ve ever seen.. it just shows the world how it is nowdays.. people don’t really want to know you if you are a little bit weird, vague, strange, own-stylish.. the video shows transvestites, gays, punks/deathrockers, people that find them self ugly.. I never really believed in a thing called ‘beauty’ because I think every single being is beautiful on their own way and will stay beautiful like that forever, that beauty is endless.. so basically there is no need in making fun of someone.. if you are attracted to that person or if you are not is just your own thing. so, with Christina Aguilera playing on my ipod I went to the mall, I had to buy some food for dinner.. I know VERY interesting.
BUT I HAVE TOOK SOME PICTURES TODAY! *WOOo*
This is how our mall looks.. it is quite boring though…
 

So, after dinner.. I made a drawing, because I was pretty bored..
This is what I made.. not too fancy though…

After that.. I decided to go and take more pictures!..
So I’ve did that with a friend.. here they are:
My hometown :-)

The main road..

The church.. don’t mind the clock it is ALWAYS that time on that church..
I took these pictures at 8PM.. People are lazy to fix it.. I guess?..

Just a random street I like..

Some kids playing football/soccer.. whatever? on a field.. and that building is actually the biggest one we have in this town.. =P.

99 Luftballons auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont!
Well… this was just 1.. sooo 98 to go!

I used to play in this garden alot when I was a child :-)
Good times.. I know we made a hut there.. it was actually an illegal area.. because it is the garden from an office.. but I still like the lake, it’s heart shaped.

Some park for dogs

I did took the pic of that bunny.. there were actually three of them first.. but the other two ran away..
I guess that bunnies don’t really like me… :-(

Tien ♥.